Friday, August 26, 2011

Kenak?

Ya! Kenak muka ank Ricky El yg laki ya kedak muka nya. Especially kat bulu kening ngan mata nya? Kenak ku gago gilak nanyak pasal anak Ricky El kat kawan ku tek. Mala ja siap minta fb anak Ricky El ngan kawan ku g. Ditambah g nya di add aku diapprove anak nya la pulak. Then kepoo g tangan ku klik sinun sitok nanga gmbar nya. Apu.... Iras2 dak dua nya nang ada. Tanga ku balit muka ank nya tuk agi jua sma.

Mau ku tanga balit kah? Jap au.

Baru ja abis meneliti gmbar nya entah kali ke berapa dah. Cam aku padah tadi, ada part yg sama. Mau ku sebut g kah? Bulu kening nya ngan mata nya. Stail nya ambik gmbr pun ada juak sama. Nang nyuruh ku ingat balit kenangan dolok2 gmbr anak Ricky El ya.

Dah g ya. Cukup talking crap ku kat sitok.

Ku baru ja buka gate utk bapak ku. Nya baru balit dari rumah orang parei. Sekali ku menghadap muka ke arah SMK Sg Paoh, aku dapat nanga spotlight oren kat dlm sekolah ya. Time2 tok, mun ku ikut kem kat sekolah sia jadi fasi, nang belum tido g masa tuk . Baru 12 am. G makan mee cup mek org masa ya smbil2 ya beanok-anok pangan dirik, kenang balit apa terjadi sebelum ya tadi, perangai dak junior yg sot2 dan lucu2, mau aim miak tuk miak ya, ngerat tali silaturahim org padah ya.. Pas kena tanya ngan ckgu baru plan aktiviti malam kelak. Mun ada aktiviti, esok ja jam 8am baru tidur. Yang dah tidur tu, jaga budak buat aktiviti siang. Hehehe. Borak2 ngan geng2 faci ngan Ckgu Bennet. Cikgu2 lain dah tido dah kadang2 jak Ckgu Ting agi berjaga nanya ada aktiviti ke sik tgh mlm kelak. Mun ada, sik nya tido, tido tepi2 ya jak.

Mun kem pengawas, teruk n best g kerja antara 3 kem ya. Hahaha.. First night tido jam 4 am. Mula2 semangat faci2 nolong ku marah2 dak nya. Oh ya. Mek org buat kerja mlm ya atas izin pengelola a.k.a guru pengawas. Nya sik da ngan mek org tidur dlm kemah, nya blt rumah sebab nya ada anak kecik. Nya on aja ngan mek orang. Best cikgu ya. Yala Ckgu Dor. Jam 1 dah ada 2 org dah tidur. Pas ya, makin ramai faci2 tido. Tinggal lah aku jaga dak nya kawad kaki tengah2 pagi cam ya. Kawad kaki ya atas permintaan Ckgu Dor. hehehe... Last2 ku nanga hp, mau jam 4 am dah, ku pun boring dengar dak nya kawad benda yg sama ja. Pusing kanan kanan pusing! Last ku nyuroh dak nya tido ja atas simen sebab sidak nya pun minta tido sia jak. Mek orang 10 orang tidur atas pentas kecik bermozek tmpat Mdm berik speech time perhimpunan. Berbaris la dak 10 org bdan sia, badan ku ngan sorang g ja melingtang sik cukup tempat g. Hang out dengan dak miak tu :
Bellary
George Nyowet
Stephen Barak
Adin
Flosy
Wati
Pad,
Usan
n Gana

time kem nang seronok. Mun ada Juman, Sant, Ijut, ikut juak, terover seronok kem ya. Bekerja ngan dak nya sangat smooth. Dah familiar ngan kerja dirik empun walaupun last year ku sik ikut.


No doubt about this ---> You can't recover this, the moment after it's missed.

( Sebut pasal kem, ku boleh lupa ngan cerita kenak? ya tadi, )

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

"Bless The Broken Road"

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.


Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Crappy, Crappier, Crappiest!

~That one guy that has the key to my heart doesn't know how to use the key!~ Yes. True. He doesn't know to use it. I give him the key but I don't know why...why...why..


Yes. Nuan udah ngerumpang pelepa ba ati aku ari keterubah tua betemu 2008 suba. Seninting sari sebedau ari pengada aku. But the last lyrics "Aku sigi nemu nuan nya ambai orang." That lyrics do not suit the situation because I don't know whether you were in a relationship or not that moment. But what friend of you and also a friend of mine said, you don't have any. Meaning that, this song cannot be 100% dedicated to you.90% only.

~If you really do love him, then fight for him, don't just stand back and watch him fall for her instead.~ I, once fought for him and he gave me a +ve response (from my view lah). Not the ending of the story.


Lama... Aku sigi lama ingin ka nuan. Like I said before since 2008. A day before my birthday. He shot me straight to my heart with his arrow. In 2009 I saw him for twice. In 2010, I found his fb. This song is 60% dedicated to you because gahhh.... Make your own conclusion after I finish my writing.

But after that, I have to go somewhere a place with no internet (Actually got internet but hard for me to online for 24 hours) then he fell for others. I borrowed my room mate's bb and found out he has one and his gf is much better than me. Isn't that sad. But after I finish my matric, I found out he was single. His heart still for her I think till now. How great is to be a gf of him and how lucky she is. I envy you for being his gf and I envy him for being loyal.



Ati telih mata bedarah. Tang jampat ga aku ngubat semua nya laban ke sigi busy nadai ari ngerunding utai bansa nya. Sampaila one day, the friend of him and mine talked about him, revealed everything that I don't know, happened within 2008-2010. Laban ke sama flight ari Sibu-Miri-Labuan, alu bekunsi ka teksi meh tadi. Bepun ari airport Labuan sampai matrik inyo becerita ngagai aku. Jauh diri ga airport ngau matrik nya. Nasit ga kami duai nda ngirup lemai ba McD. No wonder some of their friends added me. Ti betemu or bemsj ngau inyo sigi bisi pansut belama sanu2 nya ba randau kami duai. Inyo pan lama dah dikelala dlm fb laban sanu2 nya bisi nusui agai inyo. Alu beadd2 meh sida ngau aku engka deka mansik aku kini. Bajik ke nda, jegit ke nda, mereti ke nda. etc etc....

Maya ba matrik baru kamu duai inyo betemu mua bepansa inyo dulu nanya aku laban ke ka minta spunsa duit Yayasan Sarawak aku. Iya ga bisi ditampalka orang senarai nama kami ke bsi bulih. Aku enda ga ntu ngelala mua iya laban nda kala bepeda. Tang aku ulih nyangka inyo adalah inyo maya ke bepansa ba nengah jalai. Nda malu ga bujang inyo nya nanya orang. From that day, he is one of my friends not only fb's friend. Last 2 months, if I'm not mistaken, he was sad because of being rejected by this one girl. Senuntun ngau nya, maya peresa muet writing suba bisi pansut tajuk How To Face Rejection. Yerrr.. Alu la aku jadi pakar kaunseling ya. Maya ke ngemeli ka pangan diri iya alu nimbal aku nyebut "paku dulang paku serpih kata orang, diri tutututt.. Sanu2... Nama yg pernah tpaku di hati db" Ngenjen miak nya. Dahla nyebut sanu2 tu sanu2 nya.

If loving you is wrong then I don't wanna be right.
Being with no one is better than being with the wrong one.
If someone can love you at your worst, you know they will love you at your best.
I realized I'm single because I'm too much of a boss, I have too much swag & my awesomeness is way to cool for just one person.

Nah... Crap. Crab.

Past is past but I still want to talk about the same thing, the same person. It has been a long long time ago story. Still fresh in my mind. At first, I don't care about his appearance. After a few moment, then I realized something. Something that I don't know what it is. The first time I saw him, talking in front.

I think this is why I want to stay single. The memory of you still inside of me. I'm not able and haven't find the strength to get rid of you.


If you ter read this. Sorry.

Monday, August 15, 2011

An Accident

Last Saturday, I went to town with my mother. On the way back, I saw an accident with a young guy, maybe a student, lying on the road with the motorcycle and a car at Simpang Bulat. Uuuu...Perhaps the accident had just happened. The guy was not moving at all. My mum said maybe he was dead. If he dies, I cannot imagine the feeling of his family and the car's owner. Until today I keep on thinking about them. How is he? Is he doing fine? Alive or not? God bless you.

Still talking about car accident.Every time when it is raining, I would have heard the siren of ambulance, police car, bomba. Every time I heard the siren, for sure I will hear my dogs outside there doing their group choir. I was smiling every time they do that.

You can read this too 25 Accident-Prone Stretches of Road. Got it from Sarikeians.

Enough talking about accident.

That night, my aunties and uncles together with my parent went to Saratok. Ngambi indu. Ngambi means taking. Indu means girl. Direct translation, taking a girl. In BM, meminang. I was driving. Many times we lost since we never went to that place. My uncle keep on asking people there and finally we were arrived. The longhouse was located at Sungai Berangan, Batu 3. The groom was my nephew from Seputin Bintulu. I didn't know that I have relatives from Bintulu since after my uncle was transferred there. Eh no. Since my grandpa passed away. They came to pay their last respect for my grandfather. Some of them are from Sg Mas.

Nyelai go charo urang rumah panjai dio. Engko ketegal sido nadai ngaga atur charo pengawo nyo pelaba aku. Mulut sida ibuk aku sigi muchau ajo-ajo. Mina kami duai ibuk siku ke sabar aja. Nyo ko kami duai ibuk ku nyo. Lain menuo lain go charo urang. Tang manah go bala urang rumah panjai dia. Nemu berandau ngo kami ke temuai tu. Sigi gaya urang rumah panjai meh nyo. Penuh ngo baso sida nunga temuai datai.

Iyo go bisi di ambi ke urang band boy dia. Bisi sido Stevenson penyanyi ke tebilang ngo lagu Telih Di Mato Bedarah Di Ati. Dispunsa urang belagu tudah Stevenson tadi. Belagu telih-telih nya meh ya. Nyo sinu petunggal ku ke siku laban tudah diri ditagang urang tuai ngo pangan nyo. Kasih ga medo seduai nyo. Sinu ku Masterpis. Bisi James Ruai ngo lagu Pulai Meh Sulu. Udah go aki tuai siku ke bejaku dio te sepeneko ati nyebut utai. Kami ke wakil lelaki nyo muchau magang. Nti kito ningo sigi pedis ati ar. Nako nako.. Lapo nyo baka nyo. Dah go berebut ka bejaku sido, berebut ke mikrupun ke sigi nya. Tosah tosah.. Hahahah... Kasih sido yo engka lamo ndo kalo rami sida tu ko ibuk aku. Pulai ari nyin nyo lekat Iban Saratok ari aki nyooo... Lapo deh. Berduit(berduet) ko ya. Ketawa ketawa kami duai anty ku nyo.

Chara sido ngemantaika lauk manah amat ga deh. 3 pintu bekunsi siti mija. Ti aku tu nyadi tuai rumah ka aku ngena charo nyo.Rindu agi medo bako nyo. Makai ba ruai. Mereti ga balo orang dio. Nadai ntu mayuh macam.

Bisi tepedo ka kaban sama ngau sekul suba. Tang asai ka ndo pecayo meda mua ya bsi dia. Kati tau datai ba menuo ditu kati ku din. Amat yo nya kini. Ka ku senyum.. iyo ndo ga senyum. Senyum kenyo2 aja meh. Sekali hari siti, alu nanyo pangan diri ba fisbuk. Neh... Amat yo meh nyo...





Sunday, August 14, 2011

Kek ngau Piza

Mayuh cherita ka di tusi ka ditu. Ngepun ka ya ngau pengawa begaga ka kek ngau piza. Laban ke benung cuti panjai diatu ( nyauka abis cuti aku ), ka ngiga keja, nda ntu asuh urang ga. Asuh urang ngemas rumah semua meh aku. Udah tembu pengawa legi, nda nemu utai ka di gaga agi. Online aja meh keja. Nda manah amat online belama-lama pengawa. Nyo ke puas baka nya, ngiga resipi aku dalam internit ditu. Mayuh mcm resepi ulih ku. Sebedau gawai suba, ka ngaga Marble Cheesecake ku jaku. Nurun ke pasar ari minggu mansa Kedai Yoyo ( kedai sigi ndur nyual perengka kena begaga ka ruti ngau kek), alu bai Indai ku tama kia. Manah ga tukenio dia. Very friendly. Di introduce sida ya Brownie Cheesecake aku tadi. Alu meli semua barang ya tadi. Datai rumah alu ngaga kek nya meh. Maya nya bisi madi aku ke laki pulai ke rumah. Pama diri ga ngaga kek nya laban kek nya main stim. Sekali meda asil ya, nyamai ga tang lapis ya sigi nda cun. Bsi Ckgu Hamit ke rumah nganjung buah nyiur bai ari Kuching ke aku, bisi ga dibantai gai iya. Dah nya, sekeda beri gai urang ba rumah panjai dia, sida Inik Dunggau, Indai Melia, Indai Yee, Indai Didek laban sida ya suah meri aku buah terung iban, pisang, kulat kerang, daun timun, buah entimun, kuyung kerikap, te ni ke bisi sida ya dia meh. Nama aku bisi pulai, sigi beri sida sayur belama aku laban sida nemu aku ka makai nya. Kira malas barang urang meh aku meri sida kek nya tadi. Kadang-kadang, dibeli ka aku cuklit Labuan ga sida.


Tu Brownie Cheese cake ke digaga aku ari nya. Lapisan ya sigi enda menuku. hahaha... Sekedo tebal sekedo nipis sekedo nadai burak.


Dah nya ka ngaga piza ga aku. Udah 4 kali aku dah ngaga piza nya. Iya ke 3, nyamai g ku Indai, laban kerup-kerup (umbas ya nipis meh nya). Udah nya ngaga Kek Batik ga. Laban ke mayuh milo ngau susu pekat nya diberi BN suba maya urang ke sibuk bekimpin suba. Kami serumah panjai diberi urang minyak masak sebutul besai, beras, susu berapa iti put bisi me-enamnujuh iti cukup dibagi indai aku agai bala ibuk aku ba dulu din, milo bungkus besai siti. Aku mina meli butter aja. Ke bukai free magang.


Nyo ka abis diempa kami duai Indai.

Sari nya, beri petunggal aku resipi cheese kek aku. Bisi ke pasar alu meli perengka ya. Baru ari dua ari nya ku ngaga ya. Simpan ba peti ais. Simple ja ngaga ya. Nadai mayuh kelikuh. Nyo malam, udah makai malam, baru aku netak ya. Empa kami duai Indai. Masuk ga Indai makai nya laban ya sigi rindu makai ruti marie nya. Bantai ka aku gai bala aya aku ke bisi gawa ngaga langkau muto ba rumah panjai. Dah nya lemai kemari bisi Yak ngau anty ari Bintulu ga datai ngau bala ibuk aku ka ngau urang ngambi indu ba Saratok din alu makai dia sida. Aku laban ke agi kenyang ka makai kek ja nyadi ka alas perut. Alu ambi ku kek dalam peti ais, ka ditetak ku kira ka dibantai gai sida ya meh nya ( ngeso ga bah. hahaha...ngai ka sida ngemelika aku nda nemu berapi manduk utai begagaka ruti). Laban selama tu ti urang bsi pengawa ba rumah panjai dulu din pengawa aku sigi bebantaika lauk, bebasu pinggai nya aja pengawa aku. Manduk lauk enda kala negu. Nyo bsi hari siti aku diasuh Indai ngau Dd berapi ba rumah sida Yut laban bisi urang gawa ke kami ngangkut ramu. Neh. Tumu dani pagi ngena motosikal nujah angin chelap pagi ari. Dah ga sigi enda bekena ka baju celap. Nyo sampai ke tulang din penyelap iya. Datai din, alu manduk mihun ke danjung ke kebun ayak ku din. Aku meh manduk nya. Nyamai ku petunggal aku. Manduk manuk tuai ke lauk urang. Enda pechaya sida ku nemu manduk lauk. Neh.. Bisi ari nya sida bisi pengawa, aku enda ulih ngau laban ke ngau urang kem ba sekula nyadi fasi, ngiga aku sida ngasuh manduk mihun ku Indai nusui.

Bisi la adegan puji-memuji dia sida ibuk-ibuk aku ke makai kek nya tadi. Hahaha... Down to earth please ... Alu pinta anty resipi nya tadi. Kali tu nadai meri orang. Ka abis dah. Hehe.. Au ar .. Ngangauka Cikgu Wong makai piza ngau kek tu ari nya laban rengik-rengik minta cheese kek nya..


Tu gamal ya udah tembu tang bedau tau di pakai agi.

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Tu gamal ya udah tembu. Ukai namo nyo bisi utai celom burak. Ngena ruti marie ngau oreo nya. Pedo nyo ka abis..

Friday, August 12, 2011

Cinta Benar Cinta

Cinta benar cinta
Jika ada hati memberi
Cinta benar cinta
Jika inginkan yg terbaik
Cinta benar cinta
Jika tak ingin ternodai
Cinta benar cinta
Jika cinta benar cinta

Tlah kucari dalam hati
Benarkah cinta yg ada di hati ini
Tlah kucoba memahami
Putihkah cinta yg ada yg kualami