Skodeng

Sapa dia sedang berada di depan bawah bilik saya. Saya fikir malam ni teda lagi Sesa'. Tapi tiba-tiba dengar ada orang susun kerusi sama microphone. Then saya skodeng-skodeng dari tingkap saya. Sapa dia ada di bawah sana. Hehehe... Aishhh... Angau! Hermmm....

Anang jegit ko Ekk...

Honor

I respect one guy. Very respect him. My classmate for Baksis. Why? I'll tell the reason why.

Since our class has one special guy. He just uses wheel chair to move around. Before this I always wondering how is he going to eat, pee, berak, write, sms, put on his cloth, study, writing, and everything that we usually done in our daily life in that kind of situation. I saw this guy, he will always go to everywhere this special guy go. He will always accompany the special guy. He will help the special guy to angkat the wheel chair. And the most respectful thing that I've ever saw, all of us sit on the red chair then the special guy also wants to sit on the red chair. The guy carries the special guy on his back. That moment, I really, really respect him very, very much. He deserves for it, the honor from me and us. Dia tidak malu berkawan dengan the special guy. Dia tidak malu makan bersama the special guy. Dia tidak malu mendukung the special guy depan kami semua. Respect you!

Tapi saya tidak respect sama satu orang. Bergurau pun bergurau juga. Tapi hati-hati juga dengan gurauan tu. Saya respect juga dengan the special guy tu. Dia senyum dan ketawa saja. But that person has lost my respect truthfully. Not only me. Most of us. Not just because of the joke but the attitude, his attitude. Many of us didn't like his attitude. He didn't respect us too. Sometimes when we talk to him and he will play with his hand phone. After he finish playing with his hp and he will ask us to repeat what we said. What the ...........!!!!!!!!!! Haish. It is not good for me talking bad about other people. But ya.. I have to voice it out here. My blog. Suka ati ku la. But it doesn't mean we hate him. Just we don't like the way he treat people.

Kepada kawan baik saya yang lelaki (dia tau tu. Kalau dia tidak tau, saya korek2 lubang hidung dia) Please manage your time. Please please please buat pengurusan masa yang betul. OK. PROMISE YA? Esok pagi jam 645am turun pondok kawad. It is time to change my brother. Please please please.

Tadi saya jumpa sapa dia di dataran melur time saya pi cari room mate saya dan Chen. Saya tau nama dia suda time saya tengok dia nasyid hari tu. Tapi kenak baru kinek tok ku baru perasan pasal nya. Paduhal nya budak KTDI tapi baru minggu tok aku perasan pasal nya. Nang mengamalkan 3K la ku selama tok. Kamar, kuliah, kafe(apa yang saya dapat dari forum tadi) hahaha...

Sapa Nuan?

First time aku meda ya maya kami abis karaoke ba Giant Mines. Ya negur senior yang merangkap kepada kaban aku. Macam aku ninga ya nanya senior nya, sapa mereka dua tu ku ya nanya kaban ku nya meda kami duai rumet ku. Then aku nda ninga ndar nama saut kaban ku nya laban aku kisuk bebelika barang ba Giant. Peduli apa la aku kan. Tang aku sempat ga meda mua iya ngerimbas kenya aja. Bisi la berapa kali aku bepansa ngau ya dalam Giant nya. Dah nya aku tepansa ka classmate aku untuk kaedah komputer, betanya meh kami duai. Nya aku merening kaban classmate aku ke belakang nya adalah akih nya, siku g serta classmate ku siku g ga. Akih nya begulai ngau classmate aku dua iku.

Kemari, ari tiga, maya aku nganti bas kediri ba bus stop semak old flat, aku merening-merening orang ke ngelilingi aku. Engka bisi tetemuka kaban, sekali aku tepeda ka akih nya begulai ngau classmate ku tadi. Ya pun merening aku. Keterubah nda ku ingatka mua ya. Nyau lama-lama baru ku teringat ka iya. Perning aku baru ga ya. Ya pun merning-merning ga. Senyum2 ja aku. Sampai la bas aku datai. Niki aku bas nya, dah nya aku merning la gai ndur ya bediri tadi tang ya nadai dia. Eh.. Nda patut ya nepan bas sama ngau aku. Sekali datai ba kolej aku, aku tepeda ka ya duduk ba belakang. Tang aku nda nemu ya kolej ni sama ada K6 or KC laban aku nda sempat nengkila pejalai ya tadi laban aku meli tai dempa ba kedai.

Dah nya tadi pulai ari Dewan Besar bejalai ngau Ah Kit ngagai fakulti laban aku bisi trip ke Banting diatu tang cancel. Udah aku nemu trip cancel, terus pulai la aku. Nyo ka datai ba bus stop yang sama, aku teringat ka ya. Nya ko aku berunding, "Betemu baru kah aku enggau iya legi?" hahahhaha.. Keterubah aku datai dia, perning-perning ku ga sapa-sapa orang dia. Nadai ga meda mua ya. Dah nya.. Maya bas ka datai, aku dah ready-ready ka niki bas, sekali ku gining-gining, alu tepedaka mua ya. Haaaaaaaaaaa......... ku ati ku din. Ya pun merning agai aku (atau aku perasan ja tu hahahaha) Baru ja ku cadang ka meli ai ba kedai tadi, tang aku cancel laban aku ka nengkila kini tunga pejalai ya. Hahahaha... sot kan. Ku meda ya niki agai bukit, hermmm..K6 meh akih tu kenu ku ati ku din. Tang direction ya tukar limpang ke kanan, KTDI meh ya. Hahaha...

Mua ya bisi ala-ala Sabahan or Sarawakian. Tang nda kala ya ngau kami meeting UMB. So ya ukai Sarawakian neither Sabahan. So enti ukai Borneo, that's mean ya orang ditu la. Then aku kaitkan ya ngau classmate ku tadi. Classmate ku nya pan orang ditu empu. So 90% ya orang ditu. Enti orang ditu, mustahil ya seagama ngau aku. Punya keciwa. Haish.... Keciwa kiciwa kecheewa... Nda ga ya hensem. Tang aku rindu meda mata ya bulat-bulat. Stail buk ya biasa-biasa ja. Kiut. Hahahaha... Baka Ah Kit. Bulat-bulat mata Ah Kit nya. Ahhh... Biarla...

Aku hanya mampu memandang dan meminati. Misi 4 tahun di sini harus diteruskan juga. Jangan kalah terhadap cubaan dan soal hati dan perasaan..Skema BM aku eh. Last night went to the Dewan Besar. Then met my baksis's classmate, also a member of my group. I talk my own BM slang with him then dia jawab "ha?(blur)". Terus ku tukar slang. "Nanti, kite kumpul kat mane?" Baru la ya nyaut. Rumet ku pun ketawa.

Leisure time

This is what I have done after my one hour English class.

Menjemur bantal di tepi tingkap atas meja study.

Since my floor is second floor. And the place for drying is not like the one at KML. Nda pa la... Asal ja dapat sun sikit kasi bunuh itu bakteria-bakteria. Because I am a clean person, I wash my bed sheet on dry it outside. But every time I wash my cloth I will dry it exactly under the sun. I have my own free day to dry it outside. On Monday and Wednesday, my class was not very pack or Saturday and Sunday. But on Sunday, usually I don't wash my cloth because I won't be around to take care of cloth in case if it is raining in the evening. Meaning that I have to go down the stairs from second floor to ground floor. It's all right as long as my cloth wangi and I like that way of drying.

Disebabkan our nearest food court was closed because of tidak suci dan tidak bersih. Perlu disucikan dan dibersihkan for 2 weeks. Just like cafe at KML dulu2. Tak kisah. Because we all have this. hahahaha... Since UMB always share buying food, we all will go eat together. The girls will cook the food and rice. The guys makan saja and cook rice for them. This is the second time we all gathering. Previously we go eat rambutan, durian etc etc.. Since got rambutan tree behind Kenanga's block which are ripen enough to eat. Pemanjat dia tak lain tak bukan Jai juga.

This time it was my turn to cook. Egg+garlic+onion+tomato and Vege+hotdog+garlic. Kakak@GG buat sup ayam. Chen masak nasi untuk perempuan.

Meja study = Kitchen.

Herm..This time yang lelaki teda masak nasi. Jadi share la kami semua makan nasi yang satu periuk kecik ja. Disebabkan lauk banyak, kenyang juga. Previous gathering, nasi banyak lauk sikit. Hahaha...


Yang tidak best part di UPM, I often fall sick. If not having flu, sore throat or fever or diarrhea. Yesterday having flu but today recovered already. My body immune is weak. Not strong enough. The environment is not good. The water supply also polluted. Kuning2 g kaler ai ya. Euwww.. Bekarat or what ya. That is why I have to go to K5 to take RO water.

Herm... Sudah ada 2 brothers yang post di blog pasal trip AFamosa tu. Credit to Bada (Iban from Miri) : Click here, Trip 1 or Trip 2 or Lai.(Chinese guy from Serian)

Teman by Angkasa

Post khas buat si Jaipin Rajun dan UMB. Hehehe....

Teman baikku
Teman sejatiku
Seiring langkah
Menembus waktu

Berjuang menuju harapan
Lelah menempuh
Perjalanan ini
Lewati waktu kita

Setinggi angkasa
Seluas dunia
Sepanjang usia
Kita bersama

Last Friday, my roomate Durie, Jai and I went to karaoke at Kbox Mines. This is the song that was sang by Jai. At first malu2 ba dia mau nyanyi kunun. Ceh.. Hampeh na Jai. Kena paksa baru mau nyanyi. huh...Ngegeh na juak. hahahaha... Nya sik faham kelak. Saya sama Durie terdiam juga mula2 dengar dia nyanyi lagu ni. My mind said, mendalam juga maksud lagu ni. Lagu ini saya memang mahu tujukan kepada Unit Mahasiswa Borneo(UMB), KTDI, UPM. I really appreciate and respect them the way they treat people and among ourselves. I never found that kind of relationship before this. I really, really proud to be one of the member in this group.

I really like this song. Thanks to Jai sebab karaoke lagu ni hari tu. Tapi kalau si Jai nyanyi lagi best ni. Ni la penyanyi karaoke lagu ni. Thanks juga Jai spon burger untuk saya sama room mate. Kasi tambah lemak di malam hari.

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Ni gambar masa mau buat game malam terakhir di AFamosa. Before terjadi nya banyak scandal. Kami dua ni AJK aktiviti dia... hahahah... Lucu time tok.

15 of us. Thanks to the chair for taking our group picture.

Friendship is love but not in love
Friendship is a secret never to be told
Friendship is a shoulder to cry on
Friendship is not having to say sorry but do
Friendship is not judging no matter what
Friendship is someone to run too when things are tough
Friendship is a hand to hold when things are so rough
Friendship is someone to laugh with not at you
Friendship is just knowing they are there
My friends are all of these.

Another Great Day

830 am, my friends and I were waiting for a van coming to fetch us and then fetching other friends from other colleges. I met my KML friends. She was Seha’s friend. She is also a Sarawakian, Iban. Apa lagi.. Berbual la kami. 4 orang exKML bergabung. I don’t know her name but I know her face when we were in matriculation. After finish our church service we took picture together. Yang lain pon pantang tengok ada kamera mesti masuk kamera juga. Aish..We went for lunch with other church members. Then we all went for shopping.

Just arrive at the dorm, Bro Yap called. He invited us to join PERMASA’s BBQ this evening. PERMASA is Persatuan Mahasiwa Sabah. I’m not Sabahan yet. Hahaha.. Mark the word yet there. Macam real coming soon pula. But I think no lah. Impossible for me to nguai ke orang. When my roommate Durie, Puyang and Chen decided to go, then I go. Brother Yap came to fetch us. Malu pula saya tiba2 sampai di sana. But it takes me for a few minutes to keep my mouth shut. I met my scandal. Nyenyenye... Luckily his girlfriend was not there. Their relationship is complicated pun. Scandal ku ya nang sik suka nya sebab ku pernah dengar nya padah “Yahh.. Gerek ja pun. Belum jadi bini g.” brother pun ada juak cerita ngan ku pasal relationship dak duak ya tapi general gilak nya padah. Nya ku madah gai brother nya “Aik macam tauk2 ja brother tuk.” Private and confidential ku ya. Sabar jak la aku.

Hahaha... Ari nya girlfriend ya pun jilis meda gambar kami ke indu beduaan ngau scandal ku nya. Sampai ya bekumin ba pisbuk. Tang aku ke main actor nda kena la. Tang sis 2 iku nya kena. Maybe nya salah satu alai sis 2 iku nya ngai ngau bbq tadi. Kasih mat seduai ya. Tang Jai berani mat mereply kumin indu nya. Siap ya perlu madah sis nya pangan ya. Baru la indu nya cool down. Tang aku respect Jai la laban I can see the protective character in him. I like. Hahaha. Tang scandal ku ya selamba ja. Rilek la gf scandal kami tu. Kami ni main2 jer. Takde lah nak ambik bf awk tu. hehehehe tiba2 tukar slang. Poyo munyi ko kakak aku ya ninga aku berandau ngau floormate ku. Ber I you. Cis... Ku rasa nya nang sik suka gik ngan indu ya. Tang aku pelik juak.. Mauk juak engkah in a relationship sia

Enough talking crap.

I called my mum but she didn’t answer. Memang itulah dia kalau ada apa2 hal. But she called me back. Aku pula yang tusah ati ninga semua nya. Sampai bala kaban aku perasan perubahan mua ku. Sampai si Jai and Puyang nanya, nama hal d tusah ati. Jai nanya pun time aku tengah bejaku2 ngau indai ku. Ish..nda sabar2 mat ka nemu. Room mate ku bisi becherita gai sida ya la tadi. I know how to control that feeling of down because I have to control it so it won’t affect others.

That is why I go and join them play volleyball and ask Bada tu bring his guitar tonight. We play volleyball and sing together. It was great. Thank God for sending them to brighten up my day. Seriously I feel that we were a big family of friends. I love them so much. This is the place where I can see and feel the real family. Thanks God.

We ate durian, rambutan, langsat, 2 pieces of bbq chicken, spaghetti, hotdog, ketupat and cordial juice. I go for cycling too. I respect and I like the way my scandal treat people. Because most of us have our own group of berbual, he goes and talks to them group by group. He tries his best to be friend with all of us. He goes to eat from table to table. That one I respect him a lot. I think that is why he was chosen to be the president of PERMASA. Salute!

First Day Step Into UPM

Just receive a message from my dad telling me my mum will undergo colons-copy this afternoon. Pray for her. May God protect her and heal her. Amen!

My class this morning cause me sleepy. Lecturer tu ganti lecturer yang previous one because he was very busy. Aishhh.... Sabar jak la aku ngau kemengantukan nya. But I will try my best, do anything that I want to prevent me from the sleepiness. Before this he wants to change the place because he wants us to watch movie. Cakap2 punya cakap finally the best part is NO AMALI for this evening. Yea!!! Big Yea here.

Back to the topic.
Like what I said before, I will share my story from my first day at UPM till today. I came to West Malaysia on 5/9/2011. Why did I come that early? Of course, shopping. My mum and dad came along with me. My brother came on that night. We were staying at ermm... what hotel ar.. Forgot. But somewhere at Bintang Plaza there.

7/9/2011 is the registration day. I keep on messaging my KML friends who got UPM too asking how's the registration, how's the room, how's the room mate etc etc. We were leaving the hotel at 1pm something. Reach UPM around 2pm. My brother and my mum accompanied me looking for my college, KTDI-Kolej Tun Dr Ismail also known as Kolej 3. My dad was staying at the tent at padang kawad taking care of my bags. I saw a lot of people. The facilitator asked me to check my room no and go to this and that. I saw my name and check who's my room mate. Durie Pancras sem 3? First impression, Oh Thank God. I know she's from Sarawak or Sabah. Second impression, ermm... How does she look like etc etc.I didn't bring my drinking water. I'm thirsty and I think I'm dehydrated because I feel dizzy but I keep myself strong and pray.

When it comes to fee payment counter, saya nampak budak sorang ni. Dia tak susun dia punya borang ikut urutan sedangkan dia dah nampak macam mana penjaga kounter tu suruh budak depan dia susun semua dokumen tu. Bila sampai turn dia, the same instruction given to that student and that is what we called WASTING TIME. My brother called me telling me that my room is in good condition. Thank God. Not that I want to give a compliment to myself but it is a fact. I arranged my document and when it's my turn, I just give the document, the facilitator check and go. See. Easy and fast. Same things that happened at medical counter. This one even worse. They haven't done their medical check up. Oh my.

3 days after I received the offer from UPM I read all the documents needed and print all the form. My mum always keep on reminding me to do the medical check up secepat yang mungkin. My mum and I went to Sarikei's Hospital untuk buat appointment. My mum was taking care of what food I should and shouldn't take. My dad was on leave to accompany me to do the medical check up. Then I have to come again for taking the result and x-ray. That one, I go alone driving myself. The scariest part is x-ray. Luckily got one Chinese girl also go for x-ray. She was offered from Unisza in food technolgy. Luckily the pegawai also a woman. She asked us to take of our shirt and bra and wear the shirt there. This part tidak best. Everything is done and I'm healthy.

I saw brader Yap at the last counter. First impression dekat Abang Yap.. Hermm.. muka macam chinese Sarawak. Mula-mula saya dengar dia cakap dengan penuh semangat "Welcome to KTDI. bla bla bla bla bla bla" Welcoming punya ayat. Bila turn saya, hahahahha... Abang Yap cuma cakap "Welcome to KTDI. Nanti tukar pakaian turun dataran melur" saja. Teda tenaga lagi dia.

Then, my family sent me to my room. Herm first impression about my room.. No feeling. Ok la. Tapi dapat second floor. Nda best. Di KML saya dapat first floor. I check everything ok la. Paling tidak best. Apabila kami dikehendaki berkumpul di dataran melur. My family told me to go berkumpul and they were going back. I sat there without knowing who those people sitting beside me. I just bid goodbye to my family over the phone. My brother calling me and said they want to leave. That moment, my tears drop but I didn't cry. I comfort myself and telling myself this "Be strong Debbie. This is what you have to go through. You will meet new friends here. You are adapted already to this kind of situation at KML for one year." Then I sweep away my tears. Bermulalah minggu orientasi kolej. Masuk bilik pun, my tears drop once more. When writing this paragraph also my tears drop.

To be continued.