It Is Good To Be Home

Sampai Sibu at 1048am. My dad fetched me at the airport. On the way home, my dad asked me whether I want to buy durian or not. I said don't want but when I saw lot of longhouse people sell local fruits beside the road, they sell durian, isu(a type of durian but doesn't smell like durian), rambutan, langsat and etc. I want to isu. Then my father bought 6 buah isu and 3 durians that cost him for RM24. Quite cheap right compare to KL. At first the price for 2 isu rian is RM5. My father didn't do any tawar-menawar but that uncle secara automatik dia kasi RM4. Dia cakap, "RM4 tau meh.(RM4 also can)." Mereka suruh beli langsat. "Meli lensat Endu. Tau sepi tu. Nda meli nda ngawa.(Buy the langsat. You can try to taste it. If you don't want to buy, it is ok.)" He gave me satu gugus langsat. Tapi saya tidak beli. From that you can see how nice people in Sarawak. That is why I love Sarawak more than other places.

Sampai rumah, saya pegi check saya punya kebun saya tepi rumah dan pokok-pokok buah saya. Kebun sayur saya sudah dikasi bersihkan. Sayur-sayur yang dulu sudah mati. Ermm... Saya tau, indai saya tentu tunggu saya balik untuk uruskan kebun tu lagi nanti. Jambu batu pun banyak buah dia. Quite big in size. My lemon tree grown big already. My mata kucing tree, still the same size. Daun pun berlubang-lubang.

That afternoon, my mum came back from school. We had our lunch together. Story mory. She noticed my finger nail. It is purple in colour. hahaha... She said, " Cat ya kukut ya. Mayuh macam pengawa." I said, "Heeheheh... Nyauka habis exam ari nya ba indai."

That evening, I went to find rambutan. Heehehehe... Sedap nya rambutan. T

Dinner pun, story mory lagi. After dinner, story mory lagi sampai mereka tidur 10++pm.
Too many story to share with each other. I heard one not nice story at our longhouse. Suddenly, I realize one thing, I thanked God for giving them as my parent as they teach me with a good discipline, know how to get along with people, and respect longhouse people.

The next day, I went to school to accompany my friend to meet Cikgu Wong. I met Cikgu Dor. She asked me "How are you doing in UPM? Best?" Me answered, "Best Cikgu until I refused to go back. hahahaa.."

After that, went to Jakar. Bought myself mee kampua putih and mee tauhu. Hahahaha..

I was abandoned

Hahaha.. I was abandoned by him, the scandal. OK. Crap. He is away. Tomorrow, he will fly off to Kuching and Sarawak is not his native land ok. Balik awal daripada orang empunya tanah asal.. ceiii.. He's Sabahan. Many people misunderstood about our relationship. Yea. It is not their fault. Biasala.. Perkataan sastera dia, lumrah hidup manusia. If a boy and a girl are very close to each other and there is nothing else, but couple. BUT we are not a couple. We are just a best friend. Ya ya ya.. Tau saya apa ko mau cakap.. best friend tapi macam kapel kan ko mau cakap tu??? Tidak apa.. Tuhan dan kami dua saja tahu yang sebenar. We always said this "Kesian la bakal2 gf/bf kita nanti. Jeles dengan kita dua.. hahahahhaa". Orang yang saya minat baru-baru ni pun fikir kami kapel. adei... Ok la. Marah dia nanti saya post pasal dia.

Statement :
We are not a couple and not dating each other.
Sincerely, Debbie and scandal.

Read someone's blog. Dia always mention and talk about the same thing over and over again. Walaupun kau cakap general about that, but you have to think about others feeling. I know that is your blog. You can say anything you like there. But bear in mind you are a part of the family now. If you keep on saying that, it looks like you hate some of the family members. Hey... Past is past la. Kalau ko mau mengenang pun, sendiri sendiri la kenang. Tidak payah ko kasitau semua orang. It just like you don't or haven't respect the family members. Acceptance is there. But you? Still cannot get along with the members? Maybe ko orang yang jenis 'makai dalam' ku orang Iban. Or maybe I am a forgive-and-forget-little-one, try to do the best for others happiness especially for my own family? Because I have put my own family first after God. Some cases, maybe I'm very pengampun and forget the past just like that, but some cases no. But this is family matter. You must learn to forgive and forget. If you cannot get rid this thing, problem will be there. And I hope you delete the post before somebody else read it. The people you meant there have learnt a lot from her life. She is human. Mistake is there and I want to apologize for what that people had said and done.

I don’t forgive people because I am weak. I forgive them because I am strong enough to know people make mistakes.

~Forgive and Forget~
With love

Debbie : )

Tomorrow, final paper. Yeah!

Happy New Year 2012

Happy New Year 2012 people.
Sorry for being late for 7 days to wish this.
First post in 2012.

I have listed my 2012 resolution but don't have time to post it here.
Wait until I'm home. hehehe...


Every single person has at least one secret that would break your heart.
Yup. It is true. For me. My fault too.

Bye. Pray for my final exam. 2 more papers to go. 3 papers done, answered confidently only 1 paper not really.. 2 subjects got A already. Praise the Lord.