Give and take

Some people only know to give or take. But most of people love to take but not give. Same thing goes to this particular people. They only know how to remind or request us to bring this and that from the hometown but they didn't bring any for us. It is not that I want to be that stingy. Tapi faham faham la. Jangan la mengharapkan orang saja bawa tapi kita bawa juga la. Walaupun benda tu biasa2 saja. At least ada juga benda untuk dilepak sama kawan2.

Ada satu cerita.. Pernah saya minta dia bawa apa2 makanan dari tempat dia..  Tapi dia bagi alasan itu ini. Tapi kalau dia suruh kami bawa itu ini, nang kena full-filled nya mpun request.
Sometimes malu juak aku tanga sida yang pandai take and take ya.

Ya la. Kadang2 malu juak aku mun mau pinjam duit, barang etc dari orang. Walaupun setakat pinjam bukan take terus.

Always reminding my self to give and take. Give and take. Give and take.

I learnt and made mistake. I learnt to give and take.

*Lesson learned*

Sebana Ati

1. Mun pakei barang orang, lepas pakai.. kemas balik macam sebelum diguna. Sebab aku bukan sik suka orang perlekehkan barang aku. Tapi kalu aku perlekehkan barang ku sendiri, takpa.. Guna memang boleh. Tapi paham2 la susun balik.

2. Baru jumpa ok ja.. Tapi bila limpas saya, senyum ja sambil jalan terus. Tidak berhenti bertegur sapa. 2 kali dah. Aku baru mau ok2 ja tapi sidak ya buat macam ya. Baru mau bersangka baik2 tapi buat gik. Sapa nda kecik ati. Sedih ku tauk. Dahla orang2 ya bukan calang2 orang ngan ku...Sedih..Kecewa. Teramat sedih bah. Tiap kali aku jumpa kawan kan, mereka dah senyum dari jauh terus minta salam. Dia langsung teda.

Salah ku juak kali ganggu persahabatan daknya. Aku datang terus rapat ngan sida ya menyebabkan hubungan sahabat mereka jauh.

It's All About You - MCFly

I read an old conversation between us in the facebook.

"last night i dream of u...yesterday also i dream of u...bfore yesterday i also dream of u...i always dream of u...2night,i want to dream of a , b , c la...." One of the old conversation.

"hen xiang nian wo shi ma?:p" Another one. 

The sad moment when you find an old conversation between you and someone you don't talk to anymore. 

It is not like we don't talk to each other anymore, but we are not that close and we have 'something' unspoken.

If someone loves you, you wouldn't have to beg them to stay, they'd know that's where they belong.

Maybe, it is true. Like what Jimbat said, berhenti berharap if you don't want to get hurt. 

I love you; I just haven't told you yet.

A few years ago, yes. Until now, maybe. I regret because of the unspoken words. I'm waiting for you to do the first step and because of that waiting, it leaves a scar.

Don’t look into the past, because you’ve already been there. Focus on the future since that’s where you’re going. 

I keep on trying, but I failed. You see, till today, I'm still talking about you, the same thing.

Last night, I dreamed of you. In the dream, I saw you smile with the cookies I baked. The smile that still remain in my eyes.