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Allen, in 2008, it was the first time we met each other during debate competition in my school. A day before my birthday. The first time I saw you, I know I'm falling in love at first sight. Your team is the government and we are the opponent. After finish, your team came approach us and shake hand. Then, we were watching other schools. I notice that you keep on turning your head back. How come I can notice that, because I'm watching you from the back there. hahahaha... After finish watching the debate, you guys were going back. And I make my move to pejabat warden with my friend to take speaker for poco-poco practice. And I saw you, your friends, and your teacher were sitting there. One of your friend waving at me and you just watching me standing at the door and I just smiling. That day, all I know is joy. But I don't know your name. The exact spelling of your name. I'm looking for you in the internet, friendster, facebook, myspace and etc. I ask my cousin about you whether she knows you or not. But it doesn't help me at all. I keep on thinking when I will going to meet you again. Putus asa dah aku. And my theme song for the story is Aku Sayang Padamu. That is why every time I sing that song feeling berabis.
And the next year 2009, we join debate for the second time. And we are going to see each other again for sure. When I heard SMK Kai Chung is our opponent, I think for sure you will join. And YES YES YES I saw you. You know how I feel that time..... but I have to cover it. Smiling. You and your team standing in the middle of the way and my team and I have to pass by you guys. I don't have the confidence to have an eye with you and I notice that you were watching me. Bila you balik naik van, I saw you smiling. Oh my. We never made the first move to know each other. 2009 is my last year in school. I can't join any debate to meet you. Putus harapan for me to see you for the third time.
And what? 2010 I saw you at Puspakom Sarikei. I'm taking a class for car lesson and we were in different class. Damn it. You were outside with your friends and I was inside with mum. The door was tinted with black. From outside you cannot see me but I can see you. Every second I'm watching you. I hope we can meet each other that one whole day.
One day, Edwin chat me in in fb. He found a new friend during his driving lesson which that new friend is his friend in his fb. I don't know why I'm being very kepoo ask for his new friend's fb. I check his wall and photo. Tengok punya tengok, I found a picture in his album. I click next looking for that face. I know it was A's face. I ask Edwin whether he know the guy in the picture. And yes. He knows A. I ask for A's fb. Before I add him, I think should I or should not I add him. Finally I add him. I told Edwin every thing. The same story I wrote here. He just sign up in facebook. The day I add him was fall on his birthday. The next day, he approves me. The next day baru dia post "Macam ku kenal jak" on my wall. He always go online late at night. Saya pun memang online lewat2. Sampai satu hari saya jarang online online lewat malam. Saya online awal pagi, dia pun tiba2 online awal pagi. If sapa2 online, we just leave a message there. hahaha... Tapi sayang hubungan kami tidak menjadi. Kami macam main tarik2 tali. Rasa itu ada cuma tidak diluahkan oleh masing2. Saya tau dia positif dan saya yakin juga dia tau yang saya positif. I don't know why why why he didn't make the first move even I had give so many clues. He wants me to do the first move? No I won't.
Your friend who becomes my best friend now, Jimbat told me, you macam orang gila searching for me in the internet, newspaper, etc etc. Always mention my name. Pendek kata, your friend said you are angau. Sampai Jimbat sanggup looking for me at KML. He wants to see what I have that had make you go crazy. I notice many of your friends add me in fb.
Dia kapel dengan orang lain. Brokenhearted. That time I was strong enough because I am not 100% sure about his feeling towards me before he made up with his gf. But after I knew it, I really disappointed.
Every time I write the story about you, I am smiling. How I really wish that I could turn back the time dear. I really wish for that. Really really.
Allen, in 2008, it was the first time we met each other during debate competition in my school. A day before my birthday. The first time I saw you, I know I'm falling in love at first sight. Your team is the government and we are the opponent. After finish, your team came approach us and shake hand. Then, we were watching other schools. I notice that you keep on turning your head back. How come I can notice that, because I'm watching you from the back there. hahahaha... After finish watching the debate, you guys were going back. And I make my move to pejabat warden with my friend to take speaker for poco-poco practice. And I saw you, your friends, and your teacher were sitting there. One of your friend waving at me and you just watching me standing at the door and I just smiling. That day, all I know is joy. But I don't know your name. The exact spelling of your name. I'm looking for you in the internet, friendster, facebook, myspace and etc. I ask my cousin about you whether she knows you or not. But it doesn't help me at all. I keep on thinking when I will going to meet you again. Putus asa dah aku. And my theme song for the story is Aku Sayang Padamu. That is why every time I sing that song feeling berabis.
And the next year 2009, we join debate for the second time. And we are going to see each other again for sure. When I heard SMK Kai Chung is our opponent, I think for sure you will join. And YES YES YES I saw you. You know how I feel that time..... but I have to cover it. Smiling. You and your team standing in the middle of the way and my team and I have to pass by you guys. I don't have the confidence to have an eye with you and I notice that you were watching me. Bila you balik naik van, I saw you smiling. Oh my. We never made the first move to know each other. 2009 is my last year in school. I can't join any debate to meet you. Putus harapan for me to see you for the third time.
And what? 2010 I saw you at Puspakom Sarikei. I'm taking a class for car lesson and we were in different class. Damn it. You were outside with your friends and I was inside with mum. The door was tinted with black. From outside you cannot see me but I can see you. Every second I'm watching you. I hope we can meet each other that one whole day.
One day, Edwin chat me in in fb. He found a new friend during his driving lesson which that new friend is his friend in his fb. I don't know why I'm being very kepoo ask for his new friend's fb. I check his wall and photo. Tengok punya tengok, I found a picture in his album. I click next looking for that face. I know it was A's face. I ask Edwin whether he know the guy in the picture. And yes. He knows A. I ask for A's fb. Before I add him, I think should I or should not I add him. Finally I add him. I told Edwin every thing. The same story I wrote here. He just sign up in facebook. The day I add him was fall on his birthday. The next day, he approves me. The next day baru dia post "Macam ku kenal jak" on my wall. He always go online late at night. Saya pun memang online lewat2. Sampai satu hari saya jarang online online lewat malam. Saya online awal pagi, dia pun tiba2 online awal pagi. If sapa2 online, we just leave a message there. hahaha... Tapi sayang hubungan kami tidak menjadi. Kami macam main tarik2 tali. Rasa itu ada cuma tidak diluahkan oleh masing2. Saya tau dia positif dan saya yakin juga dia tau yang saya positif. I don't know why why why he didn't make the first move even I had give so many clues. He wants me to do the first move? No I won't.
Your friend who becomes my best friend now, Jimbat told me, you macam orang gila searching for me in the internet, newspaper, etc etc. Always mention my name. Pendek kata, your friend said you are angau. Sampai Jimbat sanggup looking for me at KML. He wants to see what I have that had make you go crazy. I notice many of your friends add me in fb.
Dia kapel dengan orang lain. Brokenhearted. That time I was strong enough because I am not 100% sure about his feeling towards me before he made up with his gf. But after I knew it, I really disappointed.
Every time I write the story about you, I am smiling. How I really wish that I could turn back the time dear. I really wish for that. Really really.
What do I have to do to make you see she can't love you like me?
If I die then you will notice my presence?
And I notice something. They have one thing in common : The way they laugh.
Jimbat said "If d takut terluka, anang menaruh harapan yang tinggi agi. Maybe he is the one for you and maybe not."
I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall
And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call
It's just another call from home
And you'll get it and be gone and I'll be crying
And I'll be begging you, baby, beg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waiting with my heart on my sleeve
Oh, for the next time we'll be here
Seems like a million years and I think I'm dying
What do I have to do to make you see she can't love you like me?
Why don't you stay? I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely, don't I give you what you need?
When she calls you to go, there is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way, baby, why don't you stay? Yeah
You keep telling me, baby there will come a time
When you will leave her arms and forever be in mine
But I don't think that's the truth
And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting
It's too much pain to have to bear to love a man you have to share
Why don't you stay? I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely, don't I give you what you need?
When she calls you to go, there is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way, baby, why don't you stay?
I can't take it any longer but my will is getting stronger
And I think I know just what I have to do
I can't waste another minute after all that I've put in it
I've given you my best, why does she get the best of you?
So next time you find you wanna leave her bed for mine
Why don't you stay? I'm up off my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely, you can't give me what I need
When she begs you not to go, there is one thing you should know
I don't have to live this way, baby, why don't you stay? Yeah, oh
If I die then you will notice my presence?
I know I should not talk about this anymore. It is past. Every time I said this is the time I let him go, but you see. The story still there. Maybe the feeling still there too and that is why I want to hold Stephen and keep him waiting. Maybe he will say the same thing to me "What do I have to do to make you see Allen cannot love you like me? If I die then you will notice my presence, my love for you?"
And I notice something. They have one thing in common : The way they laugh.
Jimbat said "If d takut terluka, anang menaruh harapan yang tinggi agi. Maybe he is the one for you and maybe not."
I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall
And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call
It's just another call from home
And you'll get it and be gone and I'll be crying
And I'll be begging you, baby, beg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waiting with my heart on my sleeve
Oh, for the next time we'll be here
Seems like a million years and I think I'm dying
What do I have to do to make you see she can't love you like me?
Why don't you stay? I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely, don't I give you what you need?
When she calls you to go, there is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way, baby, why don't you stay? Yeah
You keep telling me, baby there will come a time
When you will leave her arms and forever be in mine
But I don't think that's the truth
And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting
It's too much pain to have to bear to love a man you have to share
Why don't you stay? I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely, don't I give you what you need?
When she calls you to go, there is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way, baby, why don't you stay?
I can't take it any longer but my will is getting stronger
And I think I know just what I have to do
I can't waste another minute after all that I've put in it
I've given you my best, why does she get the best of you?
So next time you find you wanna leave her bed for mine
Why don't you stay? I'm up off my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely, you can't give me what I need
When she begs you not to go, there is one thing you should know
I don't have to live this way, baby, why don't you stay? Yeah, oh
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